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Reassembly
« on: Jul 27, 17, 10:54:24 PM »
Once Tanner had made his home in a run-down boarding-house in the southern slums of Coventry. He had been born there, grown up there. It had been a familiar place, familiar streets. He could have counted out the specific number of cobblestones between the shite little house and the tavern where he often took his meals. Could've walked those streets with his eyes closed, turned each corner without a single misstep. He could've, but he never did, and then he'd moved at Rhiannon's insistence--

He jerked his thoughts away from her. Course-correcting. Tanner set the calligrapher's pen aside, tipped at an angle so the ink would dry correctly in the nib. It hurt to abuse his tools like that, but the new Nharkavan steward abused his tools like that, so he had to do it.

--He'd moved to the flat on Bowery Street, but hadn't stayed long. It wasn't a good fit. That was what he'd told the landlord once the initial ninety-day contract was up. He needed someplace else. And that someplace else was on a quiet little side-street, far from the hustle and bustle of Coventry proper, but close enough that he never felt the need to go and check and make sure the city was just as terrifying as he remembered, because he was still there. His neighbors were all landen or Jewelless Blood. They were happy enough to let him be if he let them be, and he was.

The first floor of the building where he lived was brick, and played host to a bakery that made fine desserts in a style imported so long ago that neither the proprietor nor the apprentices remembered the name of the Territory from which their floaty little puff deserts had come. The upper floors (there were two) were white and pale brown and half-timbered, a word he remembered because he'd once forged a set of real estate deeds for an unscrupulous man. A half-timbered home designed by Lord Wurthing in the year 102 after Witch's Purge, signed to and so on. Just So.

Tanner was the only resident of the upper two floors. He shared the walls perpendicular to the street with the townhouses on either side of him, but he was a quiet person, and bothered no one. They were quiet people, too. The younger son of the Jewelless family that lived to the left fetched Tanner's groceries for a few coppers a week, but never came further than Tanner's door. They didn't bother him. He was a strange one, but he didn't bother anyone, so who cared?

He leaned forward over the heavy paper before him, brushing aside some remaining shards of his Green Jewel. In his state of focus, he didn't realize it was there, or what it was he had just brushed onto the floor. Much of the rest of the apartment was dusty. From the outside, it looked quite unoccupied. Perhaps even abandoned.

But it was quiet, and he bothered no one.

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #1 on: Jul 30, 17, 04:45:49 AM »
Rhiannon had more on her agenda than she could possibly accomplish and all of it was a priority. The problem when everything is important is that nothing really can be. She was carefully combing through the coded messages that had come pouring in from all over Dharo, but she had yet to learn anything that would lead her to Silara or the people responsible for taking her. She had done everything she could from her position without taking greater risk and she had failed. She needed to take further action, but that meant acting in ways that would make Dirk suspicious.

She had spent long years earning and re-earning his trust, always proving herself worthy, but the reality was she was more than what he feared. Not only was she secretly bound to the very Queen he despised and blamed for tearing him and Alora apart, she was the Spy Master, collecting secrets and trading in treachery. Still, her mask was woven of her own vulnerabilities, so filled with truth the lies were no more than laugh lines or softly spreading crow's feet. Dirk loved the softness of the witch who was so different than his Queen, the meek seamstress who had found her way into his heart and his fierce protection. She had built a life that heavily involved him and his dark shadow, James. The three of them were often seen together, Dirk, his witch, and his best friend. The trio were a fixture at Court, one that had grown increasingly steady as the years had passed.

And now she had to be very, very careful not to jeopardize all the work she had done, not to mention her own heart, by being more hands on within her spy network than she had been since Rheava's pregnancy. It seemed Silara would always be the reason she was willing to risk everything she had so carefully crafted. Silara. Rheava. Dharo. Her entire life was woven through with the sacrifices she had made for each. Her mother, her Red Jewel, Vance.

Tanner.

Tanner had slipped through her fingers when she had refused to break things off with Dirk. She had reasoned with him, reassured him, tried to calm him. But in the end, none of that changed that he saw Dirk Ryder as part of her death, and he could not love her and survive, not if she was willing to risk her life and his sanity for her Queen and their Territory.

She had tried to keep track of him, but it was even more difficult now than before. He refused to see her, only worked for her still because she used couriers. She knew approaching him now would not be any different. But it had to be. It can't, and it has to. A constant impossibility of her life.

Rhiannon needed Tanner if she was to find Silara. There was no one better. Or there hadn't been. Recently she had noticed subtle errors in his work, things even a trained eye would miss but it was not perfect and that meant it was not Tanner. She didn't know what to expect when she saw him again, the rift between them having stretched out for far too long. But she needed to find out.

She pressed a small, pale hand against his door for a long moment, finding her breath, flooding her body with courage she did not feel. Her fingers curled into a fist and she knocked, flooding the doorway with the feel of her. She would not hide from him, rather she would let him feel her before he even made it all the way to the door. She waited, knocking again if he didn't answer, not leaving until he opened the door and came face to face with the woman he once considered the most precious thing in his life.



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #2 on: Jul 30, 17, 05:00:45 AM »
And like that, with the brush of knuckles against wood, the quiet was shattered. All of the peace and tranquility, all of the focus, flew away, leaving Tanner wide-eyed and gaping at the heavy Nharkavan paper, the sudden distraction a destruction. His thoughts splintered and scattered, birds before prey, roaches exposed to light. His hands seized, arrhythmic and faintly painful, and then the fit was over, and he knew the cold sweat dripping down his temples for what it was, the taste of blood in his mouth for more than just its component parts.

His eyes, wide and dark and gaping, flicked to the shattered pieces of his Green. With a breath that was too loud and that burned going down, he reinforced his skin-tight Opal shield, pouring power into it. No one came to the flat above the bakery; no one knocked at his door. The Darkness instilled a different tremor in every hand and a different yarn in each skein, and no hand had been directed to the warm brown wood of Tanner Langston's apartment in a very long time.

He closed his mouth. It was dry, like a rotten hangover. Tanner rose to his feet, feeling flooding down from his thighs. How long had he been sitting there? He could smell ashes from the fire. It was summer, but he needed the ash for his work. There was an order for papers for an inheritance once stolen to be stolen back, and the Prince who had written the true will had used this type of wood burned in this sort of way. It all smelled of smoke. A bead of sweat ran down his spine.

He closed his mouth. It was dry, like he hadn't drunk anything in months. When had he stood up? Why had he left his desk? The sun was up, the day was in full swing. The light from the candles burning hurt his head terribly, and no one knocked on his door. He probed the presence outside his door. A bead of sweat ran down his spine.

He closed his mouth, and went to the door, and pressed a hand to it.

"Who is it," he asked, his voice rusty from disuse. His tongue was a foreign creature within his mouth, uncomfortable. He thought about tearing it out, the dry old thing. The blood would quench his thirst, if nothing else. Fingers probed at his lips, which wouldn't open. He came back to himself at another knock. "Who is it?" Was he speaking the common tongue? After his head had cracked open, after all the wits spilled out, he'd spoken in tongues. That was a long time ago.

So many things were so long ago.

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #3 on: Jul 30, 17, 05:17:11 AM »
She couldn't say how much time passed while she stood in the hallway outside of the room she knew Tanner inhabited. Even now she could sense him, feel the sharp tang of his Opal, the same depth as her Birthright but so very different from the sense she held of her own. She knew he was there, the same way she had known how to ease his fits before, anger mixing with terror as inseparable as his specially crafted inks used for his masterful forgeries.

Her fingers straightened, rubbing patterns into the wood as if some long forgotten sigil could summon the male she sought if she just found the right pattern. His voice came and relief and terror both poured over her body, leaving the tiny soft hairs at the back of her neck standing. For a moment the overly verbose witch was speechless, unable to even shape the syllables of her own name. She found his first, his name like a prayer on her tongue.

"Tanner." It stood alone, his name, her voice, the perfect combination of what they had once been. Never lovers, but something even closer to Tanner if that was possible, if close to Tanner was ever possible. "Tanner." She spoke it again, as if repeating it would grant the word power, as if she could force her way through time to find the Prince who had once held her and screamed at her all in one breath.

"It's Rhiannon," she said finally, the word redundant considering the swell of her Craft seeping under his door, coating the wood in her scent and her essence, refusing to yield until he opened the door or her Craft swallowed it and cleared her path. "I need to speak to you. Please let me in." She would ask nicely, but if he refused her this time, she would break the privacy she had been carefully holding for him all this time and pass through the warm wood, entering his space of her own accord if he refused to grant her entry.

Rhiannon hoped it didn't come to that. Tanner had always been protective of his space and she had always been respectful. But this was more than just a request, no matter what had passed between them.



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #4 on: Jul 30, 17, 05:29:23 AM »
Rhiannon.

He closed his mouth, ran his dry tongue over his dry lips. "Who is that," he said, and there was something querulous and awful and old in his voice. He let his head thunk against the door. He could feel her psychic presence, her Opal. It was different to what it had been. His stare caught on pieces of Green glinting on the ground. He didn't know it for what it was. It was scattered across the floor, as far away as the sky or the stars or the black spaces between them. He didn't know where the shards came from. How long they had been there. They were as pieces of colored glass, and he had many to account for.

But he knew that voice, even if he didn't remember the name. He remembered that voice had betrayed him. He remembered that voice dragged him out into the world that he didn't trust anymore. There was something in the voice now, something lonely and trembling, something that didn't belong. He felt the Opal power leak under the door. It didn't occur to him to shield it, to stop it. He watched the power flow, eyes wide open and staring down like he watched the first trickles of a century flood.

Then he opened the door.

The woman on the other side was unfamiliar to him. He blinked, twice. He closed his mouth. He tasted blood. "I don't know you," he said. It was truth. Was she replacing Jacob? No. She wore the Opal. None of the families around him wore Jewels. He lived quietly, and they left him alone. He bothered no one. He did his work and he paid his rent and there was no call for anyone to bother him back when he did no bother in the first place. "You're familiar, but I don't know you."

It puzzled him that he knew her power but not her face. That seemed unlikely. It seemed unrealistic. He didn't like it. But he knew that this unfamiliar person would want privacy for her dealings. It itched at him, in his mind, pulling more threads of Opal to wrap around his body like a shield. He closed the door behind her. He took a sharp breath through his teeth. There. The worst part was over. She was inside. Was this how women felt the first time a cock penetrated them? Invaded. A foreign body where it didn't belong.

"Underwater," he said. His gaze caught on his desk. He spotted a letter, and he said, "Oh, the spy master. Rhiannon."

It hadn't yet clicked.

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #5 on: Jul 31, 17, 11:19:04 PM »
Rhiannon stepped inside the apartment when Tanner opened the door, closing it behind her. She stayed near the wall, giving him the space that she knew he would need from her. There had been a time when she had felt welcome to violate Tanner's personal bubble, to even go so far as to hug him, but years had slipped through her fingers. How long had it been since she had seen him? Five years? More? Less? She was unsure, and not just about that. Being here at all was... uncertain. But she needed to end their silence, and Tanner was certainly not coming to her.

She studied him. He hadn't bathed, or shaved, in days at least. His hair was oily and sticking every which way. He had ink smeared across his cheek, and what appeared to be either a deep red ink or blood dried on his shirt. His fingers were red and raw. And the bags beneath his eyes were so dark and pronounced she honestly wondered if he had slept a single night since she last saw him.

At first, she thought he was just fucking with her, pretending not to know her. It would be one more way he could hurt her, in his child like way of lashing out. If he didn't see her, she didn't exist. If he pretended not to know her, he wouldn't have to deal with the painful chasm that stretched between them. She couldn't quite blame him. In Tanner's eyes, she would rather risk her life than be there for him. She had been his only constant. And thinking that, she realized that he wasn't pretending. She had been his only constant. What had happened to his mind when she wasn't there to help steel the foundation?

And all of a sudden, it hit her. What was missing from the dirty, ill kept apartment. As far as she could feel there was Opal. Her Opal. Tanner's Opal. But where was his Green? Where was the dark scent that she associated so strongly with him? What had...

Her eyes caught the shimmering shards on the floor. Her mind refused to accept what she was seeing. No. NO. He could not have. Not like this. Not because she...

"Oh, Tanner," she said, her fear and caution momentarily swept aside as she walked purposefully into his apartment and scooped up the the pieces of his shattered Green Jewel in her hand. She cradled them carefully, like one would a small, scared animal. She didn't need to probe them to know they were dead and no longer capable of holding a reservoir of Craft. She could see it, the way the light dulled as it fell against them.

She turned toward him, offering the pieces of Jewel to the man who had once wielded their power. "I'm so sorry." Rhiannon knew intimately what it was to be broken of her Offering and she was much more sane than Tanner had ever been.

So many sacrifices. All for Dharo. She had never wanted Tanner to be one of them.   



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #6 on: Jul 31, 17, 11:54:35 PM »
Rhiannon the spymaster stayed across the room from him. That was alright. Tanner didn't like having another person in his home. There hadn't been one since he had shut the door behind the landlord. The room was dim, as it often was when he wasn't actively working. He hadn't been. He'd been waiting for the ink to dry in the pen on his desk so he could mimic using a poorly cared for nib. He hadn't even cleaned the light wax covering off the nib. The man who he was forging work for never would have thought of that, but Tanner did. Tanner was ever hyperaware of everything around him. For instance, he knew that the woman in his home was upset. Maybe she was just uncomfortable. His apartment was a mess; he had days where all he wanted to do was clean, but not recently, not in... he didn't know. He wasn't so good at time. If he wasn't so obsessed with the work, if he did anything else but the work, he would likely never manage to hit his deadlines. But it was for the work that he sacrificed all of this time, all of this space. For the work.

The room was dim, because Tanner's head hurt very much anymore when the lights were very bright, and very bright was a matter of perspective. For him, more than the few flickering candles was too bright. Even this sometimes hurt his head. Some long-lost, once-dormant part of him worried that the spymaster would be unhappy. That she would be worried. She was upset, but what for? It was probably just the mess.

He looked at the shards of Green in her hand. There was no recognition in his face. His expression was empty of anything, even reproach. "What is that?" He knew how she knew his name now. Rhiannon the spymaster commissioned work from him. "I can't reassemble that," he told her, reaching out to take a piece of it. "It's in too many pieces. Maybe a jeweler can help you." His eyelids flickered shut, a half-aborted blink. "Sorry." He said it like aristo ladies tossed out used handkerchiefs.

With a frown, he rolled the shard of Green between his fingers. "This is... this was mine, wasn't it," he said. "I think... I think I've lost something very important... Something."

He looked at her. "Do you know what it was?"

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #7 on: Aug 03, 17, 09:06:49 PM »
Rhiannon's heart cracked open in a wash on grief laced pain. She had known Tanner wasn't okay. His work showed it, even if his actions didn't. She had never known him to be anything but meticulous, exacting, refusing to settle for anything but perfection. It had caused him to drive himself too hard too often, but it had also made him the best at his craft and absolutely indespensible. Tanner had always danced along the edge of the Twisted Kingdom, but this... this was beyond anything she had expected.

She should have come sooner. Silently she cursed herself for staying away so long, for allowing herself to be distracted. He had made his boundaries clear and she had tried to respect them. And it had cost him his Jewel.

"No," she said softly. "No, you can't put this back together." She watched as he rolled the shard of Green Jewel between his fingers, as memory flickered across his features, still too far away to grasp onto fully. "Yes, this was yours, Tanner." She waited and watched, radiating warmth and comfort if he was open to feeling her Craft.

"Do you know what it was?"

Her heart cracked open further, a wrenching pain in her chest. "I do. Would you like me to tell you?"

He studied her for a moment before asking, "How do you know?"

Rhiannon took a deep breath before answering. "Because a long time ago, I lost something important, too." She carefully shifted his broken Jewel into her left hand, leaving her right empty. She called in the shattered shards of her Red Jewel and allowed them to fill her palm. She held both hands out for him to see and examine, an act of trust so deep she could have never offered it to anyone but Tanner.



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« Reply #8 on: Aug 16, 17, 03:07:13 AM »
Tanner watched her. Her voice was an odd mix of calming and not. He wanted to shout but he wanted to bury his face in her shoulder, he needed to touch her and wanted her to stay far away. Something in his forehead twinged, like fingernails scraping against his shattered psychic barriers. Digging into the cracks: Tanner are you there? He thought he could remember...

It was foggy but it was there. Tanner stopped rolling the shard of green glass between his thumb and forefinger. He remembered... he remembered fog, that was why the memory was foggy. Darkness and fog and a glint of blue-gold rolling among it. He blinked, the tremor in his hands surfacing again, the shard of Green falling to the floor, catching in the gap between floorboards and glinting at him, all the wrong color. He looked at the red shards in Rhiannon the spymaster's hands and remembered another time her hands had been red and filled with shards. You promised me, he had said. You promised you would be safe! And burning pain in his hand, his hand with the strange circular scar, and the clinking of things dropping into glass.

His Jewel. That's the thing he had lost. Like Rhiannon had lost hers. He remembered the word on the street, the contract they were putting out, the red-haired girl and her sisters and her mother. And his own mother, falling, always falling, forever falling in his memory. He'd fallen too, into the fog and the dark and the far-off firefly glimmer. Like the blue flash off the river when he sat on the banks when he was younger, right when the sun went down, right as the stars started to glint awake. He'd lost his jewel in the darkness and now he wore only the pale blue one. He became aware of the suffocating heat in the room. Tanner looked towards the window over his desk. It was shuttered, tied shut with cheap yarn. He held out a hand to use his Craft to untie it, and the wood cracked at the force of it, and he threw the shutter open even though it hurt and opened the window and gasped in the fresh air, eyes clenched tight shut.

It was gone. Too late, too late, too late, he'd lost his Green and hadn't even noticed it. Too late, too late, too late...

He couldn't breathe.

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #9 on: Aug 16, 17, 05:04:09 AM »
Watching realization set over Tanner was more painful than she could have imagined. Had she been wrong? Was it a kindness to allow him to remain in the foggy haze of the lost path he walked, where he didn't have to face the magnitude of his loss? No. She couldn't allow him to remain there, even if it did ease the ache that she saw growing within his frame.

His hands shook, a shard of green falling to the flow. Rhiannon wanted to pick it up, wanted to stoop and sweep it into her hand protectively, to gather all of the pieces of him that had shattered into fragments of his soul and hold them close to her heart. Could she heal what he endured? For all of her skill as a tailor, a designer, and a spy master, she held no ability to heal the body or mind. But for Tanner, before, her presence had been enough to help keep him rooted here in the physical world, to support his Chalice from deep cracks that would threaten the all of him.

And now? Now he had broken his Green and cut himself off from the depth of the Abyss he had been able to reach before, and it seemed like, if this moment was to be any indication of the severity of that realization, that he had done it somewhere along the line without even realizing what he'd done. Was that why his work had suffered so? Because he was trying to pull on Craft he no longer possessed? Or was he lost between this Realm and the Twisted Kingdom, dancing along the edge thin as a knife's blade, his balance in constant threat of being lost eternal?

The shutters tore open with the rise of unsure Opal Craft, Rhiannon instinctively shielding them both just in case his efforts would cause sharp splinters or nails to fly in their direction. She watched him, his body gasping for air. She knew that feeling. She woke up with it as often as not, her lungs fighting even in her sleep to draw a deep enough breath to fill her body. More than once she had woken up in bed gasping when she was not alone. Luckily for her, Dirk was a heavy sleeper. Unluckily for her, James was not. At least the times he stayed with them were infrequent enough that she hoped he wasn't aware of the depth of her night terrors. He was already protective. She didn't want to draw even more from the second Warlord Prince who seemed determined to keep her safe.

Rhiannon released the shields again as soon as the threat was gone, if there ever was a such a time with Tanner, and she walked to stand next to him at the window. She vanished the shards of her Red Jewel from her palm and slipped her hand into his. She didn't know if he would accept such a gesture, or if he would yank violently away, but she was going to try.

"I stayed alive, Tanner," she said, looking out the window at his side, not attempting to meet his eyes. "I'm so sorry I wasn't here for you. That I hurt you. But I kept my promise. I'm still here. I stayed alive." 



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #10 on: Aug 17, 17, 03:43:40 AM »
Rhiannon's hand in his, fellow-feeling, sympathy bitter as peach pits on the back of his tongue. Cut open the peach pit and boil the meat and you'll have a clever poison. Burn the outsides, crush them, add to them the juice from crushed leaves, and you'll have a very expensive ink. Dark brown and smelling faintly of fruit. Sometimes he accidentally licked the nib of a quill with the peach-pit ink. Not enough to kill him, but enough to cause problems. It always passed, though, like clouds over a river, like water about the bow of the ship. He'd always had the Work.

His fingers tightened around Rhiannon's. Too tight. He didn't seem to realize. His heart was pounding in his chest, deafening him. He kept his eyes tight shut. Peach-pit ink. Fruit ink. It was all ink in the end, or it wasn't ink at all. Even then. Ink from flesh-fat. Ground up bone as setting powder. What was a peach pit but the bones of fruit? Where one bone would do why wouldn't another? Like the Jewel shards that had spilled across his apartment. Why did it have to be that Jewel? Why hadn't he kept it safer?

"I saw someone in a dream," he said. "She was beautiful. I wanted her." Tanner had never admitted to wanting anyone. Once, he had told Rhiannon he needed her, but that was a different animal, as strange as bone was to peach pits. He found he could focus now, her Opal psychic scent pervading the space, giving him a momentary wall to lean against, something to grasp onto, her hand in his. "I saw her in the dark fog and I wasn't afraid of it anymore. I was always afraid of it before I saw her but I saw her and there was a light like fireflies, and I reached for her and..."

And he'd reached too far, too fast. He wasn't a Black Widow. But he'd wanted that woman, wanted to pull her close and keep her safe inside his chest. Like the pit of the peach and the poisonous meat inside. "And I broke," he said, his words simple like a child's. "She was too far. I broke.

"I told you to stay safe and I didn't."

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #11 on: Aug 27, 17, 02:33:54 AM »
Tanner's fingers tightened around hers and she squeezed his hand more firmly. Her Tanner. He was her Tanner, and she hadn't been here to protect him. It didn't matter that he had worn (had worn, had, had, no longer did) the Green to her Opal, that he had been whole and she broken. Rhiannon had always protected Tanner with as much fierceness as he fought to shield her. Fought so hard he pushed her away rather than lose her. She'd come back for him too late.

His fingers tightened harder. Rhiannon's knuckles crunched together as pain welled in her palm and burned up her arm. She didn't move or pull away. She endured, as Tanner had endured. It was the very least she could do. And now that he was touching her again, there was nothing in this Realm or the next that would make her let go.

"She was beautiful. I wanted her."

The words surprised her so much she actually turned her head to look at Tanner. Never had he mentioned wanting... anyone. In all the years of their friendship and all the complexity of their conversations, he had never expressed attraction or desire about another person. She realized she didn't actually know anything about Tanner's sexual or romantic history, or if he even had one. She didn't interrupt, not daring to stop the soft flow of his words.

Was that how madness appeared to Tanner? A beautiful woman that he wanted, craved so deeply he walked off a cliff into the Twisted Kingdom and shattered his Jewel? How much longer would it have been before he broke his Opal as well, cutting himself off from Craft entirely?

"Oh, Tanner," she breathed. She leaned her head against his shoulder, her other hand coming across her body to hold on to his arm lightly. Her fiery curls fell over his shoulder, the scent of both her Opal and her hair filling his space. "It's not your fault," she said simply.

Rhiannon wrapped her hand tighter around his arm, shifting just enough so she could interlace her fingers with his. "I'm sorry I didn't come sooner. I'm here now. I won't leave you again."

She needed to talk to him about Silara's kidnapping and needed to activate him to full status. But how could she bring that up now, watching him experience the loss of his Green? Was it the first time? The fiftieth? There was no way to really know. She simply leaned against him and allowed him to feel her warmth and her steady presence. She meant what she said. She wouldn't leave him again.



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #12 on: Aug 29, 17, 02:12:08 AM »
Rhiannon understood, and Tanner loosened his grip on her, relieved. The gesture was not thoughtful or gentle, but convulsive and sharp, as if he'd been burned. She pitied him. He didn't want that, but didn't know how to recontextualize himself. Didn't even know if it was possible. Oh, Tanner, she said, the words oozing out of her mouth like thick honey. Left him feeling sticky all over. He wanted to move away but he wanted to stay. Needed to stay. He wanted her back and he deserved this moment, didn't he, this calm wash of Opal scent and the dreamily familiar scent of her hair.

She still held his hand, and this time he consciously wrapped his fingers around hers, not strangling. He could feel the delicate length of her bones, ran his thumb along the outside of her palm and index finger. He let her presence wash over him like the waves he feared, and he accepted that he'd never really understand it. He'd never hold his grip on this moment of reality for long. Soon he would return to the cocoon of work, the manic highs and the lows that came when there was nothing left to be done. For now he felt here, grounded, present, in a way he had not for a very long time.

Tanner didn't tell her that she was lying. Rhiannon didn't want to hear it. There were too many demands on her time, too many places she had to be. She wasn't free to make him promises, not when there was a nation that weighed on her shoulders. He knew that, in these moments, the lucid ones like the spaces between fog and raindrop on the windowpane. He breathed, and he closed his eyes, and he breathed, and he said, "It's alright," and his exhaustion weighed each word down even as his shoulders slumped, just slightly.

He was so tired. "Why are you here," he asked, "what did you need?" The time where he could hold this clarity dependably was long over. If she needed work from him, needed something, then now would be the time. And she wouldn't have broken her years of silence for anything small. Not when the scent of another male would drive her paramour wild with jealousy.

There were shards of his Green everywhere, caught between floorboards. He knelt, and began to gather them up.

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #13 on: Sep 14, 17, 02:43:04 AM »
He asked, and she answered. Whether he was ready or not, she couldn't risk him slipping away again before she said what she'd come to say. It broke her heart that she couldn't remain in this moment with him, where they were simply Rhiannon and Tanner and not Spy Master and forger, but her life didn't afford her such luxuries.

And she knew, even if Rheava didn't, that every hour that passed without retrieving Silara, every hour where the girl was gone and no ransom demand came, the more likely it was that if and when they found her, she would not longer walk among the living.

"Rheava's daughter, Silara, has been kidnapped. She should have been safe on the Essex estate, and was not. Which means someone working with inside information is likely involved. There has been no ransom demand, and no solid leads." She paused for just a moment. Tanner would know what that meant, right? She watched as he gathered the shards of his Green, hoping he was still here with her, still swimming close enough to the surface to absorb what she was sharing with him.

"I am activating all contacts here, and asking them to do so with the next tier. That means you, Tanner. And everyone beneath you. I need to know if you're up for this. I understand if you're not. But this is the Queen's daughter. We need to work fast."

She knelt down next to him and put her hand over his. She poured her Opal over him, familiar, hoping it would help to steady him and not leave him angered or feeling violated. "Can you help me, Tanner?"



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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #14 on: Sep 14, 17, 07:27:12 PM »
Tanner gathered up the last piece of his Green and held the shards in his hand, ungracefully pulling his legs under him and crossing them there. Rheava the Queen, the one for whom Rhiannon would sell even her own soul. Did Tanner hate anyone the way he hated Rheava the Queen? He did good work because it was his work and he loved it. He didn't do good work from any loyalty to Rheava the Queen, or any desire to see her and hers safe and whole. Tanner blinked murky dark eyes at the Green shards in his hand.

If there was no ransom demand, the girl was dead. If there was no ransom demand, then the girl was always dead. Probably even before the girl had left the estate. Tanner knew what it meant that a little girl went missing. "No one is safe anywhere," he said, raspy-voiced. "No one, anywhere." The glassy green shards in his hand repulsed him. He poured them out, back onto the floor, and put his head in his hands, his elbows on his knees. The little girl was dead and that was going to be the long and short of it, he was sure. Rheava the Queen needed to learn her lesson. Little girls were not safe in Dharo when their mothers ruled and the people were ambivalent. Tanner was ambivalent, when he didn't hate her for how much Rhiannon gave her.

He pressed the heel of his palm into the pits of his eyes. Look, there are the holes that were his eyes, he thought, Rhiannon's Opal singing as it slipped over his own shield. I, Tiresias, he thought, I am so tired. He clenched his hands in his grease-slick hair.

"Okay," he said, "I... I'm not up to it. At this moment. But I'll let everyone know what to look for. To keep an ear out. And an eye. And. When you need me. I'll be ready, but. I need you to go now. For now."

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Re: Reassembly
« Reply #15 on: Sep 20, 17, 10:37:47 PM »
She wanted to take him in her arms and hug him tighter than she had ever allowed herself before. To feel that he was still real, among the living even though his Green was broken and his Chalice undoubtedly was chipped if not missing entire sections. She wanted to press her fingers into his throat, to feel his pulse, and know, really know that she was not just speaking to a lingering haunt wearing Tanner's face and speaking with Tanner's voice.

She did none of these things, wrapping her hands around her upper arms and holding them there, determined not to reach for him.

Tanner was asking her to go. She would. She just... there was so much to say. So much that had happened in the years of their distance. How did she sum up 5 years of her life for him? Would he even want to hear it? Considering how much of it involved Dirk (...and James), she doubted very much that he would.

But she had survived. The fight with them that had been so awful, that had broken her heart and, she glanced at the shards of Tanner's Green, led to breaking so much else as well, had been over her safety. In a way, it was the same fight she had with Vance. The same fight she had with Dirk.

Don't risk your life being loyal to Rheava Evesham.

The way they said it was different. But the core of it was the same. If Rheava was not Rhiannon's Queen, if Rhiannon had not risen in the ranks of Rheava's spies like her father before her and become Rheava's Spy Master, her life would look nothing like it did now. But what was the use of thinking of the lives she wasn't living? She could be crushed under the weight of them, or she could simply accept that this was her life and it involved pain and sacrifice and broken shards of Red and Green Jewels.

"You know how to reach me," she said lamely, choking back all the other words that she was choosing not to spill all over him like the ink that stained his fingers. She crossed the room to the door, setting her hand on the door handle, ready to open the door, her head down, hair spilling over her shoulders in a cascade of fire. "Tanner..." Her slender shoulders rose and fell with the deep breath she took. "Thank you. And I'm sorry." And if he didn't stop her, she would walk out the door, trying to get as far away as she could before the tears overtook her and the sobs would cause her to lean against a brick wall in an alley before she could finish the walk back to Court.



 

 

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